Green Monster

teman sejati

2012-02-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

Dirahmati oleh Allah dengan kehadiran kawan-kawan rapat.
Sahabat that i can proudly call sahabat kala susah dan senang.
Sahabat yang sama-sama baiki kekurangan diri.
InsyaAllah sama-sama ingatkan diri pada Yang Esa.

Thank u Allah.
Untuk pemberian kawan baik terbaik :')
U guys know who u are ♥

Monolog.

2012-02-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

Laziness strike again.
Tak bermood nak update blog.
Walhal banyak nak disampaikan nak ditulis.

Sedang dalam mood mahu bercuti.
So, singapore done.
Hello Bandung.
And looking forward untuk trip bersama highscholl bestest friends of all.
:) I really miss Subang.

*monolog sendiri*
I miss u. Mesti u tengah senyum sekarang kan?
Hope ure doing fine berada 'jauh' dari dunia.
Mama called harituh, ade tahlil kat rumah untuk 100days.
Will come and visit mama sooner.
I promise ye. Will visit and bring u daisies just like how u love them ♥

*membebel / merungut?*
I dont find enthusiasm in my works anymore.
But hey, don't get me wrong.
I love sales. I love marketing. I love people, get to know them and fulfill their needs and dreams.
I guess my job scope is just too..narrow.
Or maybe I am too demanding as a degree graduate?
Or.. Or.. Or..
Hm nevermind.
Its too public to be shared.

I need a new job. New environment.
New job scope. New organization. New system.
Badly.

Will.start.applying.for.new.job.
Soon.
Soon.Soon.Very soon.

Minta mohon.

2012-01-15T03:24:00.000+08:00

Tiap sesuatu itu ada harapan
Cuma perlu minta dan mohon daripada Allah

Apa yang dapat itulah yang terbaik
Kalau tak dapat itulah yang terbaik
Kalau lambat itulah juga yang terbaik

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci.

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

(Surah. Al Baqarah:216)

"Kita ini sebenarnya tidak mengetahui apakah yang terbaik untuk kita.

Boleh jadi keputusan peperiksaan yang cemerlang itu adalah yang terbaik untuk kita.

Dan juga boleh jadi sebaliknya.

Sebab itu kita kena selalu bertawakkal kepada Allah, supaya kita tak rasa bahawa kejayaan kita itu hanya atas usaha dan kehebatan kita semata"

- Syah Nazrin Hasyim

Allah kan perancang terhebat.
Usaha doa tawakal
Berlapang dada & Redha
Redha itu ikhlas, pasrah itu menyerah :)

Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it is going to get better,

but now you look back on it?

That's Allah .. He passes us through tribulation to see a brighter day

*This is a repeated content. I've wrote about this quotes before, and mention this verse before.
* And this is, for you. Jangan putus asa. Kene kuat dan bangun semula jadi terbaik! :)
"takyah sedih2, cube lagi" -mak

Bila.

2012-01-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hebatnya kawan-kawan yang belajar luar negara.

Seronoknya semua berusrah, tiap masa solat jemaah.

Macam-macam program agama.

Bukan susah pon nak buat mcm tu kat sini.

Banyak nya alasan diri nih :/

Rasa rendah diri betul tengok / baca / dengar tentang orang-orang hebat ini.

Hebatnya dalam akademik, dalam pergaulan dalam perjalanan menuju akhirat.

Serius, hebat.

*salute*

Tak pernah berlaku adil.

2012-01-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Allah itu sangat adil. Adil seadilnya.
Di rancangNya perjalanan hidup kita indah, teratur.
Kurang sini, lebih situ,
Hilang ini, ganti itu.
Kalau pikir dalam - dalam, memang nyata hikmah dalam setiap kejadian dan perancanganNya.

Tapi, adilkah kita pada Allah?
Adilkah aku pada Allah?

Kalau kerja dan belajar, bukan main kita nak perfect.
Sanggup berjaga, tak tidur malam demi dapatkan the best result.
Bersengkang mata, berusaha bagai untuk siapkan final year project yang the bomb.
Untuk dapat kerja yang bagus, kita sanggup belajar sungguh-sungguh, interview sini sana.
Lepas diploma, degree sambung pula masters dan doktor falsafah.

Dunia. Dunia semua ni.

Ya Allah, susahnya nak pikir untuk akhirat.
Tak adilnya pada Allah.
He has given me everything, yet i'm being unfair.
Kenapa tak pernah mahu perfect untuk Allah.
Hanya cukup sekadar yang wajib, yang belum tentu lagi sempurna.
Liatnya mahu mengerjakan yang sunat.
Ya Allah...

Dunia sementara ini kita kejar bagai tiada hari esok.
Walhal yang menanti di sana adalah yang kekal abadi.

Ya Allah..
Perlu buat perubahan.

"Beramallah kamu seolah2 akan mati esok hari dan bekerjalah kamu seolah2 akan hidup seribu tahun lagi"

^^

2012-01-05T19:47:00.001+08:00

365days + 365 days = 2 years.

Osem ;)

Jauh. Sangat jauh.
Tak nampak dan tak berfizikal.
Tapi indah. Sangat indah.

And still, very much in ♥
Terima Kasih :)

second child syndrome katanye

2012-01-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

I am the second child.

Anak kedua.

From 3 siblings. A sister and a younger brother. And - me in the middle.

What parents need to expect from a middle child. (baca : anak kedua)

.You are bound to face a negative attitude, a lot of sarcasm, and persistent anger from them.
.They may not respond to your bout of affection
.They are likely to do things that get them into trouble, simply as a way of seeking attention from you.
.Your second child definitely hates a comparison to his older sibling.

2000twelve.

2012-01-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

I ended my 2011 and started my 2012 with this bunch of people.

| Maliq Fariz, Izzul Naim, Atuffah Said & Siti Aliah |

Port Dickson sangat menarik dan indah.

Walau terlalu padat dengan kapasiti pengunjung yang terlalu ramai.

Banana boat syiok, cuma kejadian dugong yang tercabut life jacket ketika dihumban ke dalam air itu, sangat tak kelakar.

Lebih parah, apabila tenaga tulang empat kerat 2 lelaki diperlukan untuk mengangkat dugong itu kembali ke posisi asal.

Tsk tsk. Dugong terharu kerana mempunyai sahabat yang sangat memahami.

Well hello 2012.

A new beginning, i hope.

Im looking for better job, better pay better offer.

Moga tahun baru lebih murah rezeki, lebih pemurah dan menjadi hamba yang lebih istiqomah dalam ibadah.

Azam 2012 :

Mahu kehidupan yang tenang dan ceria, menjadi hambaNya, anak, sahabat dan adik yang lebih baik.

Lead a healthier lifestyle, perlu tukar daripada semata mahu lose weight kepada mahu fit, mahu sihat.

InsyaAllah..

*jujur, sebelum ini tak pernah ada azam untuk tahun baru. simptom orang yang dah mencecah 23 mungkin :)

Masih belum lelap.

2011-12-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Biar tak pandai masak, biar tak pandai mengemas, biar comot dan tak bergaya.
Saya tetap mahukan awak ;)
Sebab kekurangan awak itu, saya mahu jadi orang yang akan sempurnakannya.
(Nur Basirah, 2011)

Ololololo. Pengaruh pengaruh.

Apabila saya katakan: "Saya cintakan awak."
Itu maksudnya, saya mahu masuk syurga dengan awak.
Maka jika saya ada buat perkara yang menyebabkan kita masuk neraka,
itu tandanya, telah hilang cinta antara kita.(Hilal Asyraf, 2011)

Its already 00:42, sebagai seorang pekerja ini sudah waktu kritikal.
Tapi bagi orang yang tidur lewat tegar sedari kecil, waktu ini masih muda.

I am currently stalking Mr.Hilal Asyraf.
Bukan sebab rupa, gaya atau apa.
Tapi kerana penulisannya.
Penulis, itu pekerjaan side income beliau.
Pelajar, itu rutin sepenuh masanya.
Tertarik kerana puitisnya ayat yang dilemparkan beliau.
Puitis, indah, sinis dan ada kala boleh bikin tawa kecil.
Baru sahaja LIKE fanpage beliau sudah begini impaknya.
Belum lagi beli buku hasil tulisan beliau.

Tak hidup dek puji.
Tak mati dek keji.
Buat apa Allah suruh,
berkata benar dengan apa yang Allah dan Rasul kata,
kemudian seluruh dunia nak kata apa,
itu terpulang kepada mereka.(Hilal Asyraf, 2011)
Selesai stalk itu, aktiviti belum mahu tidur diteruskan dengan
LAWAK TEGAR.
Kalau yang ini, sangat melalaikan.
Niat tidur dianjak 30min, sejam, sejam setengah.
Which end up hello 4pagi =='

Kerja #1.1

2011-12-21T00:17:00.005+08:00

Mata masih belum mengantuk.

Masih tentang bekerja.
Yang seronok, adalah time gaji.

Tipunyeeee siapa yang bekerja dan tak menunggu pay day.
It's like a celebration every month taw!

Dan dengan duit gaji boleh buat ini :

1) Bagi duit pada ibu ayah nenek atok sedara mara jiran tetangga dan yang memerlukan.

Ini buat berkat rezeki ;)

2) Bayar downpayment kereta kelisa warna putih ni.

3) Saving saving saving! $$$

4) Sopinggggggggggggggg! PUAS!

5) Disebabkan masih tiada komitmen (baca : suami, anak-anak & rumahtangga) maka duit banyak dilaburkan di shopping mall, kedai makan, bazaar karat, kedai makan, kedai makan lagi!

ps : Moment terbss sekali adalah ketika ibu ayah terima duit raya drpd anak. Syok! Cubelah!

Kerja #1

2011-12-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

Bile sudah bekerja,
jadi makin jarang menulis.

Penat. Jujurnya sangat penat bekerja.
Walau mungkin ade orang yang akan meng'eleh'kan statement ini.
Okay mungkin faktor belum biasa, masih baru yang menjadikan bekerja sebagai seorang pekerja ini penat.

Keluar rumah jam 845am. Saya seorang 'on time' kononnye. Mahu rekod cantik tiap kali masuk ofis, beeper akan tag kad saya tepat 8.59am. Rasa bangga ;p (perangai paling buruk seorang pekerja)

Rutin harian setelah menjadi pekerja, Breakfast. Sesuatu yang jarang diamalkan ketika menjadi seorang pelajar. Tapi saya sedang dlm proses TAKNAK GAIN WEIGHT. Maka cuba ambil big breakfast, very light lunch dan light dinner. Sebab kalau di ofis, setiap masa akan ada yang pelawa makan. Yang belanja apatah lagi.

And after breakfast dan borak-borak pasal dunia, malaysia dan gosip kak jarah, Hello work.

Break petang, 5 petang minum petang. Sekejap untuk mengadu kepenatan kerja dan mengadu tentang customer cerewet. Hihi.
Dan jeling-jeling tengok other departments semua dah ready touchup, kemas meja, angkat bag mahu pulang.1 benda saya sgt suka di sales department, is we don't delay work. Kerja mesti siap that day on the dot. Cume kalau quotation yang perlu sign director, bende2 melibatkan org lain mungkin ambil masa.
Dan seronoknyaaaa bila da time hujung waktu pulang itu lah time kerja akan banyak tiba-tiba saje. Pelik yang tak terungkai -.-'

Panjang pulak.
Kesimpulannya, masuk kerja jam 9. Balik jam 6 paling awal.Pernah juga cecah jam 9mlm. Dapat balik tepat 530 itu syurga dunia. Hehe.
Dan takde cuti. Cuti on weekends dirasakn sangat sekejap.
Rindu cuti sem, cuti lame - lame berehat tak perlu buat ape.

Bile dah bekerja, sangat banyak tanggungjawab.
Entah apa motif penulisan ini.

Bosan sungguh jadi seorang dewasa, dan bekerja.
Kalau yang kecil itu asyik mahu grow up, mahu cepat dewasa mahu bebas katanya.
Kalau yang besar itu asyik mengeluh grow up begitu cepat, mahu kembali jadi kanak-kanak tanpa masalah.

Haih, dunia-dunia.
Manusia-manusia.
Sama juga saya. Susah betol mahu tanam sifat benar-benar syukur apa adanya.

Bluisheshshshsh

2011-12-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

Sebab tak cukup masa.

Sebab dress murah beli di kedai Vintage dgn harga less than RM10.

Sebab puas hati.

Sebab i want to post this pic again.

Sebab nak jadik ibu muda yang mcm ni jgk. Angggggguuunnn :)

2011-11-22T19:27:00.001+08:00

Ive made up my mind.

Mungkin ini terbaik. Untuk kita carik rasa yang hilang itu.

Untuk perbaiki semuanya.

Its hard.

2011-11-15T21:03:00.001+08:00

Tawar.

Hambar.

Hello Goodbye

2011-11-13T16:39:00.005+08:00

Goodbye Ijad.

Terima Kasih utk 3minggu yang hectic.

Untuk masa-masa stress kerja dan drive tanpa arah tuju.

Untuk masa bosan duduk diam makan icecream depan rumah.

Untuk masa gembira doing random things.

Untuk masa sedih layan lagu kasih tak sampai dan sebak.

Untuk semua luahan hati dan rasa takbolehblah.

Dan untuk semua kerja sia-sia. Dan bazir masa.

Thank you bestfren :)

2011-10-30T02:18:00.005+08:00

Submitted by shahrilen on May 5, 2011 - 11:43pm

hye. I am 22 years old and is a patient of synovial sarcoma. My boyfriend suggested me writing here since i'm pretty worried of my sickness. I've been diagnosed with this sickness recently, which is a month ago. I had this lump on my left elbow since august 2010. I never had a clue that it was dangerous because i seem fine. I went to the hospital in KL, and they did some test on me (biopsy, mri and ultrasound). At first the doctors thought that it's schwannoma. On march 24th, 2011, i had a surgery to remove the lump and it is sent to the lab for further research. After 3 weeks, the doctors said that it was malignant. Since after the surgery, it seems that i can't bend my left arm. When i met the doctors to take the result, it is said that the cancer cells incurred in my joint and they have to remove the joint and replace it with an implant. Now the doctors are waiting for the report since they sent it overseas to have a further research. The doctors are waiting for the report to know what's the next step. I am totally scared if i won't survive.

I hope someone could share their stories similar to mine and i would love to hear some encouraging words. It is great to hear and read some of your stories.

-This is something that i need to post. Her friends shud know her sickness. And i can see that she's scared.
Baby, i miss you.

May u rest in peace. Al fatihah dan yasin mengiringi mu sentiasa. InsyaAllah..

Al-fatihah

2011-10-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

Ive lost a fren.

A great fren.

Tak mampu ditukar ganti.

Tak mampu carik yang serupa.

Allah beri dia kesakitan yang amat untuk hapuskan dosa-dosa dia.

InsyaAllah dia di jannah sekarang.

Ya Allah kau pelihara lah arwah. Kau lindungi lah arwah. Kau tempat kan lah dia dalam golongan orang-orang beriman Ya Allah.

Shahrilen Shahrul Anuar,

You'll be missed.

We missed you.

I miss u.

Alhamdulillah sempat tunaikan hasrat u nak sgt jam tu kan? Seronoknya dengar u ketawa happy dapat jam tuh and how u complaint that it wont fit your tiny arms.

Rahsia kita berdua kekal dalam hati i ni.

I doakan u tenang di sana. Di alam yang kekal menanti kami yang masih belum pasti pengakhirannya.

I miss u.

AL- FATIHAH.

2011-10-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

Bila mengata, sama-sama. Bila mengaku, kita saja?

Realiti memang sakit. Tak luak pon mintak maaf.
Dan tak jugak bermakna kita lemah.

Yang penting, tenang :]

LDR.

2011-10-12T17:54:00.004+08:00

7462.41 km from Malaysia

6hrs time difference (winter), 5hrs time difference (summer)

Barely get to skype -.-

No whatsapp -.-

Only 30mins or less phone call every single day - Too costly

Text message thru facebook every nite - Too hassle

The fact that you're always there for me regardless of our difference time zone and location - PRICELESS :)

Hello 1 and a half year! ♥

I knew a couple who had been thru LDR for more than 4 years. And now the guy is back in Malaysia and they're planning to get married. Aww. What a wonderful ending :)

Dewasa

2011-09-25T19:12:00.004+08:00

Makin dewasa, makin banyak pikir.

Kena pikir.

Wajib.

Nak buat ape lepas study?

Does this work suit u?

Nak keje tmpt baru or just stay dekat tmpt intern lame?

Kat mane nak dapat duit dengan banyak?

Bile kena byr loan and stuff? How to actually buat loan and stuff?

Makin dewasa, tanggungjawab makin banyak.

Kereta dah mula kena pikir

Bayar bulan-bulan, service keta, minyak keta.

Makin dewasa, makin serius benda-benda yang di pikir

Am i being with the right guy?

Will this rltnship last bcos of love trust and understanding?

Am i being with the right guy?

Sampai bile dan kemana?

Lebih rumit dan jadik makin pikir bile your friends (same age) are getting married and attached, one by one.

Makin dewasa, makin pikir bende matang

Am i being a good Muslim?

Berapa banyak amal aku?

Bersedia ke aku kalau nyawa ditarik saat ini?

Bersyukur kah aku dgn nikmat Allah?

See, that is exactly the price that you/we/me need to pay for wanting to be a mature /adult

Turning back time, staying forever teenager would be a great option which is quite impossible.

Nak tanak, kenalah..

Live with it.

Bersyukur.

Mudahkan hidup orang lain, as i believe in karma.

InsyaAllah, Allah sentiasa bantu kita

Nak tanak kene harungi.

Ini baru the first stage of dewasa yakni selepas tamat belajar.

Belum masuk alam kerja, kahwin, beli rumah, ada anak, bela anak, jadik tua -mati.

Chaiyok2 everyone! Dan kau juge Basirah.

Congratulations to those yang grad this year. Untung lah korang :)

And UUM , anda jahat! LIKE JAHAT SGT SBB BULAN 10 TAUN DEPAN BARU TURN GRAD LIKE WTF. WTF (ini ayat dewasa)

2011-09-18T12:30:00.005+08:00

I miss Subang people so much

I miss being in Kuantan and surrounded by people i love

Susahnye.

Practical is going to end in less than two weeks

Sekarang dah kene pikir keje

Hantar resume sane sini, yang masih belum berhantar

Adoi

Macam nak sambung je keje kat hotel tu since the offer is still valid ni

Tpi starting nx mnth working hours da jdk 830-530, saturday alternate lagi

Letihhhh -.-

Susah jgk bile da habis blaja :|

2011-09-13T01:41:00.004+08:00

Hamboi berhabuk bagai blog ni.

Very quick update :

*Internship is going to end like less than 3 weeks - my lecturer is coming over tmrw.

*Sebulan cuti utk student (baca : orang jauh) sangat tak cukup

*this year Aidilfitri was THE BEST! :)

2011-07-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

Sebab internship sgt seronok. SERONOK BETUL.

Yet sgt busy.

And i get tired at nights.

So sorry dear blog. Hee.

Jodoh rahsia Allah :)

2011-06-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

Teman Karib
oleh Wani Ardy

Hidup ini bukan kisah putra-putri
Kau ingin yang indah, yang berada
Sepilah kau sampai bila-bila

Kata janji manis
Kucup sentuh batin
Akan pudar, akan hilang

Kahwini teman karibmu, sayang
Usah pilih kekasih semata
Kau perlukan seorang yang gila
Menghadap ragammu tiap masa
Bila tua dan anakmu terbang
Yang tinggal kau berdua bersembang
Biarpun gaduh ada gunanya
Biarpun diam rasa selesa

Takkan tamat bekerja ke lubang kubur
Kau bukan jentera
Kau bukan robot

Hujung akhirat nanti yang tunggu di syurga
Bukan dunia
Tapi dia

Matikan putra-putri dalam dongengmu
Cari yang di sini, cari sahabatmu
Jodoh rahsia Tuhan-
Jika kau lari, rahsialah ia hingga akhir bumi!

Credit to lovely Wani Ardy.

I totally love this. ♥

Internship.

2011-06-07T02:43:00.006+08:00

It's 3am. I should have been all asleep now but my eyes just wouldn't want to shut. Hee.

Internship. So far so good.

Well, i'm expecting more jobs. More task. Harder task.

I'm not saying the task given now is easy but then I wanted to learn more on marketing.

On the side of entertaining guest, going out and make promotions, being involved in trade fair.

Hm maybe it's too early. Maybe i'm expecting too much.

It's only the 2nd week of work anyway.

Hotel Selesa is quite a lovely place to work.

Free lunch, nice toilets, very very warm-hearted and cordial workers.

And for Sales Department, they're great. My boss is way awesome :')

But unfortunately, i have very less time to mingle with my colleagues because they're always out for promotions and networking stuff.

I just hope that my internship will be far more interesting by end of next month maybe.

Oh and Aliah, u were right. Intern takde life :P

And I miss being a student, like seriously.

I miss my friends back in Kuantan. I wanna have them now please? :)

* Hotel Selesa Johor Bahru | My work station | Sales Department Weekly Meeting *

There is no medicine like hope, no incentive so great, and no tonic so powerful as expectation of something better tomorrow.

tersekat.

2011-05-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

Im having a writers block.
If that's the right word.

Hm. Been wanting to write for so long but the idea just wont come up.
I wanna upload tons of pictures.
Tell stories of various events.

But my fingers just wont write.
My mind wouldn't want to think.

Anyway, i am having my final exam. My final semester exam, final year, final moment of being a student.
No matter how bad i want to break free from studying i know i'll miss being a student so much.

I'm goin to end this post with random notes or facts? Okayh.
As long as update. Im more than delighted :)

1. I live in my sister's empty house @ rumah sewa. With 2 of my frens. I can no longer bare living with drama queens of my dormmates. 16 people in a dorm? Pffttt =,='

2. I am into songs now. 3 doors down, matchbox 20. Songs with beautiful lyrics. Meaningful words.

3. I woke up everyday, doing almost everything with this 3 important peopla -Sakinah, Ezah, and Omar Dani. And Daing too.

4. I can cook now. Like for real. Living in a house with people who can cook like them, im blessed :)

5. I emm. Ok bye.

425 days and counting ♥

2011-05-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

When you really care about someone, their mistakes never change our feelings because the mind gets angry but the heart that still cares. ;)

awesome! ^^

2011-04-30T18:12:00.002+08:00

Cairrrr!

Cute gileeeee!! :D

current addiction

2011-04-17T03:06:00.000+08:00

Di sini bermulanya pertemuan yang terakhir
Kehilangan amat terasa di hati
Mungkinkah ini yang tertulis di tangan takdir
Ku terima perpisahan ini

Dulu kita satu jiwa satu impian
Susah dan senang kita bersama
Namun itu semua hanya sementara

Hanya lagu yang menjadi ingatan
Hanya lagu yang menjadi kenangan
Seandainya masa itu kembali semula
Ingin ku memiliki lebih dari itu

Mungkinkah ini yang tertulis di tangan takdir
Ku terima perpisahan ini

Perpisahan yang tak ku duga telah terjadi
Dirimu pergi biar ku sendiri

Dulu kita satu jiwa satu impian
Susah dan senang kita bersama
Namun itu semua hanya sementara

Hanya lagu yang menjadi ingatan
Hanya lagu yang menjadi kenangan
Seandainya masa itu kembali semula
Ingin ku memiliki lebih dari itu

Banyaknye keje tapi ade mase tulis post merapek.

2011-04-04T03:04:00.004+08:00

Who am i to u?

Please dong.

I don't have a heart made from stainless steel. Not even an elastic rubber heart.

I have a fragile heart sealed with a sign, "Handle with extra care".

Please, do your best and handle it with care.

Although it maybe hard.

Take it or leave it.

Thank you.

2011-03-31T01:08:00.002+08:00

Osteoporosis at an early age.

Worry much? Drink milk :)

*Why am i sounding more and more like an advert nowadays. Sigh. Too much of consumer behavior and marketing.

*I need to choose between working in a hotel (sounds fun) or working as a finance officer in a famous confectionery company (Kilang biskut kewww? Jeng3)

2011-03-15T00:45:00.001+08:00

Im gonna keep my mouth shut.

Im gonna keep my thoughts deep inside.

If what im saying are hurting u then its better for me not to do so.

Because u wont listen.

Things had happened before my dear. This is so not the first time.

Im giving up.

Jangan melatah.

2011-03-08T21:18:00.004+08:00

Aku belum cukup ilmu agama mahu bicara soal Allah terima atau tidak hal amalan seseorang.

Cukup tinggi ilmu agama mahu banding diri dengan orang lain di sisi Allah?

Astaghfirullahalazim...

Diri sendiri masih belum cukup sempurna. Masih belum tahu amalan sehari hari, solatku, ibadahku diterima atau tidak oleh Allah.

Jarang aku mahu bicara soal agama begini tp seakan sudah menjadi trend di fb untuk letak status berunsur agama seolah-olah diri sudah sempurna.

Iman sendiri jaga. Amalan sendiri jaga. Usah judge orang lain.

Usah cepat melatah Basirah.

Just be yourself.

Buat rakan rakan Subang, yang ada di Subang atau di Ipoh atau di Bandung atau di UK atau di mana sekalipun. Anda yang aku gelar sahabat baik.

Aku rindu :)

2011-03-06T01:29:00.003+08:00

Telah hilang idea.

Hilang kerajinan.

Hilang semangat.

Mahu terus berblogging. Tapi nantilah.

2011-02-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu

Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan aku

Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan aishiteru

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan

Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Satu sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah

Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali

more more more.

2011-02-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

2011-02-15T07:22:00.000+08:00

SAMPAI HATI ;(

Ini birthday saya mahu :)

2011-01-31T02:31:00.002+08:00

I have all the reason to smile.

They're safe in egypt. The best part was, their flight back to Jordan was on my birthday and they've arrived safely :)

And, my dearest friend gave me a wonderful surprise party. Eh surprise macam dah agak sikit. Hehehe.

I ♥ korang, korang, korang.

Ini, indah. Surrounded by beautiful people, by those who loves me doubt who i am. Indah.

Not a good start

2011-01-29T07:05:00.002+08:00

My birthday was greeted by this shocking news.

And a shocking text messages from him too.

The Egyptian Government shut off all internet & phone services and any mean of digital communication. Egypt is officially isolated from the world.

Reports from Egypt have said Internet connections were cut across the country early Friday. Mobile phone signals were patchy and text messages inoperative, affecting the ability of protesters to communicate with each other.

I knew it. I have a slight feeling that 29th 2011 would be a bad day :(

I hope ure doing fine there. I hope all of u are doing fine there.

Ya Allah bantulah mereka Ya Allah...

I speak for myself.

2011-01-26T03:12:00.001+08:00

Shoe hunter.

2011-01-26T02:58:00.003+08:00

Jangan pernah membeli kasut sebagai hadiah.

Eh suke-suke je nak arah.

As for me, buying a shoe is a form of feelings and making the right decision.

Kena tgk mane yang berkenan, kena jatuh hati (paling penting pilih yang pertama berkenan di hati), then cube. Berkali-kali, berjalan dan berlari pon takpe.

Then beli dgn gembira. Dan balek, geget kasut tuh sebab kalau tak kasut geget kt. Haaa.

Tapi samelah mcm becinta, kalau dah takde jodoh tuh kasut pon akan curang.

Buat kaki melecet, tibe ketat semacam walau dah cube kat kedai berkali-kali dan rasa okay.

Im in love with shoes, so bad :)

i miss matrix life.

i miss my roomates.

i miss everyone. my classmates.

i miss kedah. the mall.

where i'm an avid shoe hunter back then.

where i'll buy at least 2pairs a month.

where all those shoes were extremely cheap.

i want all these for my birthday pleaseee? err nope.

I know what i badly want, i need $$$$ cash.

Then i'll save up. Then i'll buy all the shoes that i want. Ha.

Eh tapi takpela. So not in the mood of celebrating birthdays tho i just gave my friend a simple surprise party. Thank god she loves it!

29th, why are u different this year? ;/

2011-01-24T02:33:00.003+08:00

5hari lagi.

I don't know why the feel is different this year.

Like totally different.

Maybe because i'm reaching the age of 22?

Damn i'm old.

My sister is already married and happily settled down with the guy she loved at this age.

I'm not eager. I'm not looking forward to the date. To 29th.

Empty.

29th January, please be good.

22 years old Nur Basirah.

Hey at least I've started on my license. Tho it scares me a lot.

I've received my early present.

I can still consider it as a present because Maliq bought it for me tho I have to pay him back :p

(Okaaay bile kaya okay Maliq)

Thanks Maliq for these. For your effort :)

Najwalatif.

2011-01-17T00:10:00.004+08:00

Saye suke lagu Najwalatif.

Suara dan lagu najwalatif saye suke dengar, so sukelah. Suke. Fullstop :)

Wear It Right :)

2011-01-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

Wear It Right Campaign.

Thanks to this awesome woman who inspired everyone :)

Puan Anna. Hee.

Kekuatan yang diperlukan oleh wanita bertudung untuk melabuhkan tudung, sedikit demi sedikit berubah menjadi muslimah yang lebih baik adalah sama saja seperti kekuatan yang diperlukan oleh wanita yang mahu mula bertudung.

Im supporting this campaign. Dengan harapan yang sgt tinggi.

Doakan saya ye kawan-kawan.

Doa untuk kita semua. Amin.

2011-01-10T16:45:00.002+08:00

Ade byk jenis org bertanye tentang result ;

1) Mmg dia kawan rapat kt. concern. kt pon ta kesah share.

2) Jenis mmg suke amek tahu.

3) Out of nowhere tibe2 tanye. Oh ada udang di sebalik batu,result dia sem neh power banding sem lpas. Patottt =,='

2011-01-10T14:28:00.008+08:00

Out of 21 credit hrs, with 7subjects, i only managed to get 3 A+

And the rest is B+. With a single B. Pfffttt. Aiyoyo.

Oh and i got B- for research method. Kate stalker, researcher tapi u got B-? Shameeee!

My classmates, course-mates kept asking me, what more do i want.

Well, i have my expectation. And i have my own reason why i want dean list so bad.

Its because of that sick bloody PTPTN!

Adoi.

Now i dont know if I'll achieve my target, or NOT.

Lest just pray that semester 6 will be good to me.

Or i'll be good to semester 6.

Lebih rajin, kurang tido, kurang main.

Sebab semester 6, only 15credit hrs, 5subjek.

Sekian terima kaseh.

Berada begitu hampir dengan dekan itu, frustrating. Haisyoo.

But alhamdulillah! :)

Kagum.

2011-01-06T21:19:00.008+08:00

Saya seorang insan yang suke mengagumi dan waaaaaa kepada ilmu yang dimiliki atau peribadi seseorang.

I adore these people.

Dalam dunia yang semakin hari makin rumit, akhir zaman. Mereka-mereka ini masih mampu menjadi yang terbaik. Masih mampu menjadi khalifah Allah. Masih mampu disegani bukan kerana harta atau rupa, tapi kerana ilmu dan peribadi.

I adore them.

I do.

Saya kagum dengan mereka yang boleh berblog atau menghasilkan artikel berunsur Islam.

Yang penuh dengan nasihat. Yang sarat dengan maklumat. Yang berat dengan dalil Allah.

Saya kagum dengan mereka yang boleh berblog tentang isu yang serius. Isu yang buat kita berfikir.

Saya kagum dengan pelajar-pelajar M'sia di luar negara. Kagum kerana mereka mampu jadi pelajar cemerlang walau terpaksa bersaing dengan bangsa asing. Walau belajar bukan di tanah air sendiri. Walau tidak menggunakan bahasa ibunda.

Saya bangga dengan sahabat-sahabat baik saya. Yang dalam beberapa tahun mendatang bakal bergelar doktor, ahli farmasi, peguam, jurutera, pakar ekonomi, usahawan.

Post ini adalah tentang betapa saya kagum dan bangga. Akan orang di sekeliling saya.

Betapa bila melihat orang lain yang jauh lebih hebat, saya berasa kerdil. Kerdil pada pandangan manusia apatah lagi kerdil di sisi Allah.

Bertuahnya hidup dikelilingi orang-orang yang hebat :)

ps: kerana terlalu kagum, saya gagahkan juga untuk add orang hebat itu di fb. Walau dah beberapa kali chicken out. Tapi tak kesahlah. Kali ini nekad! ;p

psps : Friend request accepted! Hah. Sekrg boleh stalk dengan kebenaran ;p

Its January 2011.

2011-01-06T00:33:00.006+08:00

~~My father was so pissed off today.~~

~~Sebab isu plagiarism.~~

~~Yeppp isu copy mengopy tanpa kebenaran.~~

~~Ergh ak benci plagiat. Lagi-lagi org yg tiru blogpost org lane bajet2 tuh karya die.~~

~~Or org yang send entry kat magazine ke ape, bajet2 itu hak die.~~

~~Adoy! Hidup dlm realiti lah tolong!~~

~~And, ive been busy this past few days bloghopping.~~

~~Hee. Controversy abes bile ade blogger sentuh isu gadis tudung, shawl melaram.~~

~~He stated about aurat and so on. Haishhh talehblah controversy.~~

Everything up there has nothing to do with this post. Cume malas delete sbb syg da tulis panjang2 :)

Anyway, ive been drooling for these.

Birthday wish list people! ;p

POCOYO Cartoon. Awww he's wayyy more than adorable. Hik3 :)

Casio Watch (Any gold casio watch pon okay ;p)

Kodak 12MP. (I wanted to buy this using my money but if ade yg baek hati. Ehemm ;) )

Slurpppppp~ Meleleh ayer liur. Menanges rase kalau dpt neh ;(

ps : Tengooook! Sape kate kite neh high maintenance lah demanding lah tgk! Birthday wish list pon biase2 jek.

2010-12-28T17:34:00.008+08:00

"action speaks louder than words"

Well here's my opinion on this.

Bile hati kite betol ikhlas, things will go its way.

Bile ada rase sayang, tak perlu disuruh itu dan ini sendiri akan tahu.

You dont have to push yourself.

Because when u start to push yourself, to like somebody, to make that person happy, to do everything that person said, then itu bukan cinta itu bukan sayang...

Itu terpaksa melayan!

And please, if you do have that kind of feeling. Stop. Stop immediately before you hurt that person badly.

Biaselah tuh situation bertepuk sebelah tangan. Kadang ade tangan yg menyambut, berbunyi indah je. Kadang tangan yg menyambut tuh tak sepenuh hati, bunyi nye pon sumbang.

Perasaan bukan benda mainan. Sakit hati lebih sakit dari jatuh basikal. Lebih sakit dari jari terluka potong bawang.

Atleast sakit luar, fizikal boleh baik. Parutnye pon boleh hilang kalau pakai Bio Oil.

Tapi sakit hati? Sakit hati sebab dipermainkan?

Hmm.

Your ♥ knows better. Hati jarang menipu tapi diri yang selalu menipu dan menidakkan kata hati.

Holiday.

2010-12-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

Doing what i do best during holidays. I need more boooooooks , pretty please? :):)

Oh. As everyone knows, im a stalker. Yes i am.

Dalam sesi stalking-stalking page org tuh i did found bits of nice quotes and words.

Here's only some of them :)

"Kita ini sebenarnya tidak mengetahui apakah yang terbaik untuk kita. Boleh jadi keputusan peperiksaan yang cemerlang itu adalah yang terbaik untuk kita. Dan juga boleh jadi sebaliknya. Sebab itu kita kena selalu bertawakkal kepada Allah, supaya kita tak rasa bahawa kejayaan kita itu hanya atas usaha dan kehebatan kita semata" - Syah Nazrin Hasyim

Hasad dan cemburu sesama kawan adalah racun dalam persahabatan,jangan biarkan ia mengambil tempat dihati anda.Bersyukur dengan kekuatan masing2,gabung jalinkan ia untuk gerak bersama.-Azlan Shah

"You can't be good enough for everybody, but you will always be the best for the one who deserves you."- Nurshahirah

Hasif Ayish 2 :))

2010-12-23T02:57:00.003+08:00

Babies are awesome!

I love their smell. They have their own scent.

Tho i shall remind you that they can be quiet masyam bile peluh and busuk bile poo-poo.

Heeee but i stil love babies.

Everyone adores babies right?

Babies are Allah's most fine creature. Most adorable. Most innocent.

Most everything nice and sweet lah!

And its miracle how they can grow like way fast!

From tiny little baby weighting at only 1.9kg, and now more than 5kg??! Like how??!!

Heeee but iloveu budak gemok! Budak busuk!

Because ure my nephew!

Muntah atas tangan yekk geli tp takpe bole je basuh buat rilek. Bau berak pon tkpe lagi tahan tahan. Tapi tunggulah nnt hasif da besar da bole lari2 sepah2 barang sume, haa siap dgn acik! Siapp! ;p

2010-12-20T04:00:00.002+08:00

Ive been a stalker since forever.

I STALK seriously.

My current state : Antisocial.

2010-12-17T02:21:00.001+08:00

Kenape orang suke gune CONGRATE?

And CONGRATESSSS?

Weh da 3kali jumpe org comment tuh kat fb, kat blog harinih jek.

Haihhh.

Just use simple congrats dear, kayh? :)

Alam Maya

2010-12-12T20:50:00.008+08:00

My friends truly, indeed live in it.

Since im here in Jb, and they're in Subang (during holidays), and they'll be at all parts of Malaysia or even world.

I miss my friends. I miss u guys way too much.

Company Law : GLUL 3033

2010-12-12T03:11:00.002+08:00

Last paper for this sem.

Semester 5 akan berakhir, hello semester 6!

*FINALLY, ITS DONE! :D

All izzz well :)

2010-12-11T14:48:00.003+08:00

Final paper pon ta abes lagik da berangan!

Heee.

Ralit gile tgk gamba-gamba lawa chun cantek mereka yang convo.

Im so gonna have my own photographer during my convo.

Pleaseeeeeeeee!! (>.<)

If possible, free photographer.

Heee. (Harus kawan dgn lebih rmai student art&design neh)

Haihhhh.

Na terus berangan.

Dan sambung study.

Company Law sgt sakitt! Hee :))

ps: Dear God, thank you for every single thing. Im blessed.

ALL IS WELL - 3idiots :)

Nak sgt kan compare!

2010-12-10T13:02:00.003+08:00

Okaaaaaay agak stress.

Uitm result's is out.

And ramai okay. I repeat, ramai kawan-kawan saye dekan.

Adoih.

And people loveee to compare exam's results.

Like hello! Kalau compare antara uni tkpe gak. Neh lain course,lain level!

Gerrram aku!

Lain Uni, lain marking scheme.

Lain tmpt blaja, lain caranye.

Lain course lain susahnye.

You see. Jangan compare.

I dont mind people asking, just dont compare.

Matrix, diploma, degree.. well there are big differences.

Notes utk ibu bapa juge. Sila jgn compareeeee.

Lusa is my last paper for this sem.

Doakan. Na result bagussssss. Da sem hujung. Terdesaknyeeee.

Old skooool

2010-12-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

"awk..

kt rindu awk.
thanx 4 all d advice.
u're d best adviser of my life.
kt sgt rindu nak jumpe korg.kt sgt sedih bila memikirkannya.kt sgt gembira bila awk call.kt xrisau lg lps dpt msg2 awk.kt sgt brsmgt bila pk ttg plan2 cuti kt.kt sgt xsbr nak jumpe.kt sygkan awk dan semua.thank you batch.:):)"

Hahaha. FRIENDSTER!

Like omg since ages da ta bukak.

And friendster is like way different now.

I kinda miss frindster.

Zaman-zaman sekola.

I still remember, Shera was the one yg introduce frienster neh.

Time tuh, it was an IN thing kot.

And semua jujur gile, testi.

Testi plak kasik comment psl org tuh sejujurnye. Hahaha lawak!

Adoy. Rindu 3bakti ;(

2010-12-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

I love stalking at other people's tumblr.

But i dont wanna have mine, yet.

Praise to Allah.

2010-12-01T06:33:00.003+08:00

This is what ive been longing for.

After few arguments, few heartache and tears.

Alhamdulillah everyone decided to put aside their ego.

Everything now, is back on track.

Syukur! :D

Kembali :)

2010-11-30T02:31:00.000+08:00

Kesabaran itu ada bayaran.

Allah Maha Adil.

Positively awake.

2010-11-26T11:26:00.004+08:00

I woke up this morning with a whole new spirit.

Okay tipu.

I haven't sleep. Since 3am last night.

No worries. I'm doing okay.

I used to stay up way longer than this.

Oh yes, a new spirit.

I feel so positive.

Ive come to a conclusion - obvious ones.

That when we stop to think negatively, stop tp think bad about others, stop pointing fingers and blaming others..

Then everything will change.

Treat others how you want to be treated.

Today I smiled, to everyone. I talked. Very small talk but very meaningful.

After the long silence. I feel good :)

I knew now that I don't have the rights to judge others.

Its His job. Leave the judging and punishing job to Him.

I can only pray for the best. InsyaAllah.

I have a very storng instinct, everything will change for the better.

Sooner.

♥

Bila anda rindu, anda stress.

2010-11-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

I miss my Subang frens.

A 2hrs 5omins of skype-ing with Annis, Maliq and Jaja yg demam.

Gelak tawa, cerita luar dalam.

It heals everything.

I dont like Kuantan.

It somehow reminds me of how Alia hates Malacca so much before.

Nothing. Kuantan has nothing to offer to me.

Since my friends went to Jordan, since my Uitm friends finished thier studies.

I hate everything about Kuantan.

I hate the pricey food! I hate the chaos!

I hate all those wannabe KL people here!

I hate the food its so pricey and so not delicious at all!

I hate the distance! I hate the heat!

I only love my friends. Who loves me.

They know who they are.

I love making friends but I guess to a certain extend when we know the true colors of someone, thats when we fall apart.

Oh and Kuantan hates me. I think my clasmates cum my rumates hate me.

I love Subang so much.

I dont know whats so special about Subang.

Oh yes i know.

FRIENDS. BEST FRIENDS. CLOSE FRIENDS.

Ini post rindu-rinduan dan emosi melanda pabila final.

Rindu ;(

♥♥

Hairrrrry :)

2010-11-24T05:22:00.006+08:00

I found my notebooooooook!

Hahahaha gedik lebih paranoia sungguh.

Its with a good friend of mine.

I actually misplaced it and she helped me to keep it. Hehehehe ;p

*malu je emo emo emooo* (>.<)

Im soooo in ♥ with theseeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

My Cuppiecake Notebook.

2010-11-21T02:28:00.003+08:00

I blog when im stress.

No im not stress.

Sad.

Yes, more likely.

I lost my most favorite notebooooook!

Notepad. Whatsoeva u people called it.

Dah takde mood.

Sebab semua notes dalam tuh. And its a rare piece.

And its so soft. Kertas kitar semula. The cover is made of, emm tah soft material tapi tebal.

And its CUPCAKE SHAPED!

More or less like this. But mine is in black & white.

Eeeeeeeeeei geramnye! ;(

Hampir ke akhir.

2010-11-20T05:43:00.004+08:00

Study week. The longest study week ever.

Ive had 3weeks off since the last day of class.

But i dont seem to use the 3weeks of study leave efficiently.

Haihh. Too much distraction neh. Patuh asek procrastinate jek!

Hee. But Alhamdulillah, feel na study da tibe.

Bile tahap kekemasan meja study makin menurun, yes sedang semangat study ;p

"Mahu jadi macam Mardiyah Shaharom kene semangat ye :)" -z.

Sejak berakhirnye convo, she has been everyone's inspiration, and all guys 'wanita idaman'.

Best student Yarmouk University, and Yayasan Pahang. 7k! Woww.

I wanna be as good as her. Package terbaik. Very fluent in Arabic and English. Muslimah sejati. Anak yg taat.

But nope. Skrg taknak dah, I wanna be me. I am different.

I wanna be Nur Basirah Borhanuddin. Kebanggaan ibu ayah.

Doakaaaan everyone!

♥ Kuantan

2010-11-17T19:36:00.005+08:00

Random post with random pictures of recent event.

With people i ♥ much.

Membantu byk utk hidup di Kuantan.

Ya Allah, sayangilah mereka dan jagalah mereka.

Sayang sgt. Tamoh gado2 ke ape pleaseeee ;/

And this is, Hasif!!! Ggggemok gileeee. Da gain weight ye harap maklum. 5kg suda :D

"No one has the right to consume happiness without producing it"

Aidiladha.

2010-11-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

"Selamat Hariraya Aidiladha utk anak2 ayah.

Makan apa ye esok?

Jaga diri dan kuatkan semangat.. "

Adoi sebak pulak bile ayah msg gini.

Its hari raya aidiladha, and here i am.

In kuantan.

Duduk sendirian kat hostel. Eh tak sendiri. Ditemani Noraniza, geng yang nekad tamo balik jugak.

So, SALAM AIDILADHA semua!

Final exam kali neh betol-betol bikin aku stress. Haishhhhhhh.

studyyyy!

2010-11-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

Basirah sayang,

Jangan malas-malas study taw.

Kena belajar rajin-rajin, study smart.

Jangan asek tido, online, skype.

Sangaaaaat tak berfaedah gejala itu.

Kalau nak jadik best student,

dapat 1ribu, dapat 5ribu (WOWWW!)

kenalah usaha dari sekarang.

sem lepas da agak jatuh walau tak banyak tapi its a reminder oi.

Sila rajin skrg!!

Usaha, doa , tawakal :)

*sangat mahu upload BANYAK gambar tapi berukband slow! Dammmmn!

2010-11-08T23:36:00.001+08:00

There is no right person. There’s just a person. And if that’s the person you want to be with and have a family with, then be with that person. If you don’t want to be with that person, don’t be with that person. It’s not that complicated.

Demam perjuangan akhir sem - Final

2010-10-29T02:37:00.003+08:00

SAYE YAKIN!

Haha memang itulah perasaan bila mule-mule study.

Bile sudah siap jadual untuk study week.

Bila study week adalah 2 week this sem.

Ya Allah, ku mohon ketenangan dan ketetapan hati dariMu.

Harap-harap ta mudah terpengaruh dengan si cilik syaiton dan penyakit malas.

Mahu score terbaik sem ini.

Mahu buat paling bagus.

Mahu jadik paling cemerlang.

Mahu ibu bapa senyum lebar berbangga.

Aduh. Kuat cabaran tapi kena yakin.

InsyaAllah :)

Anyway, am loving my life the way it is. Now.

Having GREAT-EST families and friends around.

Alhamdulillah untuk semua ini Ya Allah.

Okayh, study mood : On Kembali.

All the best everyone. Untuk hidup sehari-hari kamu semua.

Moga kita semua sama-sama usaha dan berjaya :)

Goodluck!

2010-10-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

من جدا وجد,,,بالتوفيق والنجاح,,,أللهم اجعلنا من الناجحين والفائزين في كل الامتحان وفي الدنيا والاخره,,,ان شاء الله

Gudluck 4 da Exam !!(^_^)

Timekasehhhh awak ;)

♥

Finally Final Semester 5

2010-10-17T21:32:00.004+08:00

Persetankan semua yang terjadi.

Biarkan orang berkata nista dan mengadu domba.

Pekakkan segala fitnah dan kutukan.

Yang penting,

FOKUSSSSSS!

نور بصيرة, من جد وجد ومن زرع حسد

Terima Kasih orang jauhhhh :)

Kata Sepakat ;)

2010-10-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

I hope this would be the last time i'll wrote about my feelings.

Sudah geli-geli begitu.

I, we have come to a conclusion.

Walau camne kt syg pada seseorang tu, tp kt taleh angkuh

Kita kena ingat, dia milik Allah. Bukan milik kita.

Lagi-lagi kita yang takde ikatan neh.

Jadi, ta perlu marah atau jeles yang bukan-bukan.

Saya na jadik positif. Berlapang dada dengan setiap yang berlaku.

Sebab setiap kejadian Allah ade hikmah dan rahmat.

Yang menanti umatnya.

Im happy when I am positive

Grinnnnn :D

Im happy to be with u, but i dont want any hope.

I dont want to be confident abt this.

Serahkan semuanya pada Allah swt.

Lebih mudah begini.

Yang penting, usaha & doa.

Kita usaha jadi terbaik kayh?

Terima kasih sahabat sejati :))

ps: terima kaseh skype ♥

Bintang Bulan.

2010-10-15T23:44:00.006+08:00

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held for so long.

Holding on.

Because there's moment that i feel like giving up.

I guess I did.

If giving up on you, on us, is the best way.

If this is what's written by Allah.

Whats' best for us.

Saya redha.

Deep down inside, saya yakin.

But i dont want us to be so sure about this.

Everything is yet to be confirmed.

Terima kaseh kerana masih bertahan.

Tiap hari ada saja kerenah.

Walau berantakan teruk mana kamu masih sabar.

Thank You.

I'll be devastated if all of these come to an end.

But then, saya akan cuba berlapang dada.

Sbb Allah bagi peluang untuk saya rasa nikmat dan indah.

Kenangan manis tersimpan rapi.

Ukhwah terjalin.

Terima kaseh, masih bersama.

Masih bertahan :)

2010-10-14T13:41:00.002+08:00

Bear with me.

For this is who i am.

But no worries.

You could always let me know if ure bored.

If you had enough.

If theres no more sparks.

..............

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

Al-Baqarah : ayat 216

Recent.

2010-10-13T01:34:00.003+08:00

hai green monster.

saye rindhu awak ;)

agak stress past few weeks.

loaded with work and events.

time terlalu packed.

lack of sleep.

but yet, masih managed utk balik Jb.

and this time, i brought home three of my fav people in Kuantan ;)

Takde ape sgt na dicerita.

Cepatlah habis sem. I want everything to end.

Fullstop.

♥

2010-10-01T04:23:00.000+08:00

You may be far away, but you're still the same. And for that, i thank you Allah.

210 days of great things.

♥

Bernilai.

2010-09-29T01:48:00.004+08:00

Mereka kekuatan. Buat jadi lebih kuat.

Teman setiap hari. Tiap masa mendengar.

Tiap masa depan mata.

I should be thankful, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

Syukur masih diberi kegembiraan.

Masih begini

2010-09-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

Sem neh, sem paling banyak menangis.

Sem paling banyak diuji. Belum tempuh final pon lagi neh.

Sem paling drama. Sem paling lemah, mudah tewas dgn airmata.

I lose few, but i gained alot more. Friends.

I miss each and everyone.

I miss Subang.

Korg taw tk, kt tgk video Hari Raye tuh atleast once a week.

Rindu semua :(

I miss old times. Dengan semua org di Subang, and Kuantan.

Masih tak putus harapan, walau hampir genting kedudukan.

Masih memohon, meminta, berdoa walau tahu tak layak meminta dariNya.

InsyaAllah, dipermudahkan & ditenangkan jiwa.

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way
Insha Allah
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Sikit.

2010-09-27T03:36:00.003+08:00

Word of the day, STRESS.

Loaded with works, activities, assignments.

Ya Allah, ta sabarnye na habis degree.

Dugaan cabaran betol semester akhir2 neh.

Oh, sila belajar jgn menyusahkan orang lain.

Jgn sombong sbb kau pon gune brg2 aku. Kau pon mintak tolong aku.

Sekian, selamat stay up! ;D

TIME TIME TIMERRR

2010-09-26T02:30:00.002+08:00

Okay that's it.

No more time for sunyi sepi what so ever.

Im soooo packed jammed with work.

And now i know how great it is to have organizer.

I so wanna have want.

I need to manage my time.

Because, my time mgment sux real bad.

I manage my time by taking all work with the intention of doing it last minute.

By setting a great quote, "Boleh punye. Sempat"

Well it does work, for last semester but then i guess this sem time is testing me.

No. Allah wants me to change. That's why.

I have meeting for Hari Raya event by Mpp on Sunday nite.

Midterm ethics on Monday. Assignment to be submit.

Presentation preparation (involve finishing up product) Monday nite.

Presentation on Tuesday.
Event preparation on Tuesday nite.

Assignment to be submitted, Wednesday & Thursday.

Midterm law on Thursday.

Assignment to be submit, Friday.

Research (fieldwork), all week.

With full classes all day long.

~~Sighhhh!~~ Tak mahu mengeluh. Tak elok sbb belajar neh ibadah.

Dan mengeluh sesuatu yg telah Allah tetapkan ta elok.

Jadi, chaiyok2 BASIRAH!

SILA MANAGE TIME DGN BETOL!

*did i mention i fall in ♥ with Skypeeeee? :)

Hijau Daun

2010-09-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

Things are not as easy as u see.

This, is not easy.

Trust me, it is not easy.

Unless u experienced it yourself.

Yet i stil going thru it, each day.

Kadang diri tak pamer rasa dalam hati.

Kadang bibir tak bicara peritnya derita.

Kadang kata-kata tak ungkap maksud sebenar.

Jangan percaya.

When i said that im okay, cause im not.

I wanna be strong.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah aku.

Disini aku masih sendiri

merenungi hari-hari sepi

Aku tanpamu

Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi

Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini

Meski tanpamu, Oo~ meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar

Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini

Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung

di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku

Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku

Aku disini menunggunya

masih berharap di dalam hatinya.

Hasif Ayish :))

2010-09-21T21:44:00.005+08:00

As requested..

Presenting HASIF AYISH B. HADI ASYRAF

Saya homesick sangat minggu ini.

Tak lalu makan.

Tak boleh tido.

Saya rindu rumah.

Rindu ibu, ayah.

Rindu adek beradek, lagi2 baby hasif.

Selalu 3-4pg ta tido lagi sbb teman along jage hasif.

Rindu masakan ibu. Makan soto hari-hari pon takpe.

Ish, takleh camni. Nonoooono.

Basirah kena kuat.

Kena study kuat2.

Doa byk2. Doa untuk semuaorg jgk.

Ayah kate, 'buat baik pada2. dan kena selalu memberi. jgn sombong"

Hee. Tapi saya ada great friends kat sini. Walau bukan semua tentang Kuantan neh best, tapi saya bersyukur dapat kawan-kawan terbaik. Selalu ada.

Mcm Irma Shafina, Fariza Azis, Sakinah Salleh, Daing Syaza, Arif Shah.

Yang tiap masa ada.

Dan pemotivasi yang jauh di sana.

''Cukup dah tawu u baek2 kat sane..kite berdue sedang berdikari"

" U kuat, i ta risau na tinggal u (:: "

"Ingat niat yg utama...blaja leklok..hee"

It is one's fault if one is not happy.

To be deleted

2010-09-19T13:55:00.002+08:00

I wanted to write about newborn baby, Hasif Ayish.

But then i guess my mood influence my writings.

Im so not in the mood.

Maybe because it is the time of the month.

Or maybe this month is so full of 'memorable' events.

Or maybe im hurt.

Or maybe im homesick.

This post will be deleted sooner or later.

Sebab takde nilai tambah.

Awak nak tahu, benda remeh temeh macam ni lah i cant handle.

Makes me wanna give up.

Istikharah :)

2010-09-17T17:01:00.002+08:00

Its something that we should know. Selalu sgt confuse dgn konsep istikharah neh. Macam-macam cerita orang itu, orang ini tentang istikharah. Malah, ada pendapat kata, tidur atas sejadah sesudah perform solat istikharah confem dapat petunjuk melalui mimpi.

Jadi, sebab ingin tahu saya bloghopping tentang istikharah. Mahu tgk kata orang.

This is by far the most interesting :)

Daripada blog http://guidedthoughts.blogspot.com/

Ustaz Hasrizal (saifulislam.com) di facebooknya:

"Ini adalah zaman Syaitan memutar belitkan anak Adam melalui kejahilan mereka tentang konsep istikharah. Orientasi kurang istiyarah dan menunggu-nunggu petunjuk sangat rapuh lalu diperdaya Talbis Iblis."

Lepas itu saya bacalah komen-komen di bawahnya:

"Istisyarah maksudnya bermesyuarat iaitu usaha-usaha manusia pada membuat pertimbangan antara pro dan kontra. Setelah puas berusaha dan akhirnya dua-dua sama baik, maka barulah istikharah dan terus putuskan keputusan yang dipilih. Maknanya kita yang buat keputusan. Bukan 'Allah' melalui hint-hint (?) yang sering dicari.

Sudah hampir 5 kes putus tunang yang dirujuk kepada saya berpunca daripada 'nampak petunjuk' bahawa tunangnya is not the right person lalu putus tunang dan mencetuskan pergaduhan. Itulah yang Syaitan mahukan!"

"Contoh kes yang sampai kepada saya, muslimah mengadu tunangnya mimpi nampak perempuan lain. Puas istikharah tapi masih nampak perempuan
itu. Lalu 'kerana mahu mengikut petunjuk Allah', diputuskan tunang dan tak dapat pun kahwin dengan perempuan yang dimimpikan itu"

"Istikharah itu konsepnya ialah setelah ikhtiar kita sebagai manusia sampai ke tahap maksimum (habis usaha dah), kita beristikharah sebagai meminta Allah bersama dengan keputusan yang bakal kita buat. Pointnya ialah keputusan itu kita yang buat. Menyertakan keputusan kita dengan istikharah bermaksud kita menyerahkan buruk baik keputusan kita itu kepada Allah setelah kita sebagai manusia sudah tidak mempunyai ikhtiar lain lagi.

Selepas keputusan dibuat, tiada lagi ragu-ragu. Malah kalau selepas itu ada benda yang tak kena terjadi, kita tidak menyesal malah yakin pasti ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang terjadi"

Jadi istikharah ni bukan untuk minta petunjuk, tapi adalah kita bertawakkal dengan harapan Allah bersama keputusan kita!

Jauh.

2010-09-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

Heee.
Thanks for the call and smses.
:) :)

7572 km.
Jauh di mata, dekat di hati. Heee.

Sayonara

2010-09-12T09:46:00.003+08:00

Its the day.

Maaf, ta mampu.

This is way harder than expected.

Ya Allah, ku mohon kekuatan drpdMu.

:'(((

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Pre-departure

2010-09-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

Antara sebab-sebab malas nak on9.

Lagi-lagi on fb. I thot i told u abt this kan.

But maybe u didnt realize, doin it with no purpose.

7days- a week.

That's the only time left.

And bad news, i wont be at Klia on that day.

That moment.

I dont know if things would ever workout.

Im sorry for having doubts.

But really, i dont know :(

Things would be hard without you.

Raya is just around th corner.

this year raya is wayyy diff.

No more balik kampung, jam kat hiway, chaos at Jalan Tar.

Because we're now in Jb. Hee.

And its going to be different.

You're leaving.

2010-08-30T04:06:00.000+08:00

:)))

Kamu :D

2010-08-30T02:27:00.003+08:00

I have less than 2weeks.

We, have less than 2weeks.

Before the departure.

This is the problem when you get attached to someone.

When they leave you, you just feel lost.

Its not easy to be apart.

If its hard for me, i bet its way harder on your part kan?

Being apart from family, from everything.

But i guess you'll do just fine there.

With your best friends living in the same house.

Am praying for your success there.

Anyway, thank you. 5months of GREAT memories ;)

Im sowry dear friends. Sbb most of my recent post macam geli2 sket.

Heee.

and as the months turn into years, just know that i will always wait for you.

2010-08-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

Kenape cepat sangat?

Kenapa tak stick to the earlier date?

Why?

Lepas da plan elok2, da prepare segala apa semua,

Macam tuh je. Macam tuh je berubah tarikh.

Kalau Jb-KLIA dekat mcm Subang-KLIA, kan bagus.

Hmmm :(

2010-08-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

Because i want you to know, that ure the only 1 that matters.

No matter what they said, no matter how hard it'll be.

Usaha paling penting.

Kalau da tertulis ada, maka adalah.

To Subang people, i miss each and everyone.

I miss our buka puasa gathering. Which i know i wont be able to attend Ramadhan this year.

But i promise, ill come over to Subang on 4th of Raya.

Jalan raya wajib kannnn? :)

*Aliahkama, sila bersedia rumah ye. Dan kueh, dan duet rayaaaa utk musafir neh :)

2010-08-21T12:52:00.003+08:00

Apelah masalah orang-orang mulut jahat neh.

Moto wartawan : We seek for the truth.

Kebenaran ke yg korang ckp neh.

if you seriously want to seek for truth, then patotnye cari kebenaran dari dua belah pihak.

Ini tidak, dgr kahabar2 angin, terus serang. post kat fb.

Ade lagi, yg bekas mpp pon boleh mengutuk. Apelah attitude mcm neh.

Ape neh? Kalau pernah jdk Mpp, pasti akan rase sakitnye, susahnye menjadi seorang Mpp.

Payahnye memuaskan hati semuaorang.

Susahnya nak membahagi masa study dan kerja.

Sakitnya hati bersabar bile orang berkata yg buruk.

Bila buat kerja. Org tak puas hati, keluar statement kate tak buat kerja LANSUNG.

Kate hancur. Ya Allah, ape lansung tak terkesan ke dgn apa yg ktorg buat.

Takde contribution lnsg ke ktorg neh?

Memang bulan Ramadhan neh kt byk diuji.

Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kesabaran.

Lindungilah kami dari fitnah ya allah.

2010-08-19T18:05:00.002+08:00

Im doing this because you people asked me too.

Harap puas hati.

Di Kuantan.

2010-07-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

PENAT.

1 word that can best describe how i feel inside rite now.

Pernah tak rasa give up dgn semua benda?

Not like give up sampai nak suicide ke hape.

Give up, bila mana kita rasa nak let go everything.

Segala kerja, amanah, tangunggjawab, tugasan, konflik, drama yg ada.

Just to have a clear piece of mind, dan berehat sebenar-benar rehat.

Im doing okayh anyway, despite the hectic life i have to go thru,

Since 26th June, sampai skrg takde amek cuti or mc except for wkends which still full dgn activities.

I had fun anyway handling Kursus Perintis Siswa. I made great friends, true friends with all MPP members and the rest of the fasi's.

I had the greatest experience.

We had the best Majlis Angkat Sumpah i guess, with the help of Penghias dewan kehormat En.Ariff :)

Anyway sume mmg best. Malas cerita.

Work mode : ON

2010-05-24T23:01:00.004+08:00

Tak tahu mahu update ape.

Eh tahu tapi mood menulis hilang entah kemane.

Sudah berada di Jb and esok akan berangkat ke Kuantan, sebulan woo.

Tapi dah tangunggjawab kan. Berat sebenarnye pegang title Mpp. Aiyoh.

Subang was fun. Jumpe kawan-kawan mmg seronok.

Dan telah rindu Subang. Everything about Subang.

Especially Aliahkama, sila menangis sekarang.

1 whole week berkepit 2orang jek. Tido sesame, makan sesame, mandi je asing.

Tibe2 kita addict pada The Nanny jugak :)

And thanks to Shahrilen jugak, kasik tumpang rumah.

Will be updating soon. With pictures.

Doakan Kursus Perintis Siswa, dengan Mpp 2010/2011 sebagai fasilitator akan jadi

terbaik dan fun. Hee.

This is just way too cute ;)

Pulang.

2010-05-15T17:47:00.002+08:00

Bas dari Jb jam 4ptg.
Tiba Kl around 8mlm kot.
Yeayyyyyyyy can't wait!
SUBANGKU SAYANG, AKU DATANG!
Hahaha okay tak perlu drama sgt.

Dammm i miss Subang like hell. And i miss each of everyone jugak.
Excitedddd :)

*Its okayh Malaysia, u've tried ur best. Bukan rezeki kt Thomas cup tuh. KKK tetap the best! :D

2010-05-07T18:51:00.003+08:00

Sedang melalui hari-hari yang bahagia.

Mahu hari-hari macam ni.

Sudah merdeka daripada buku dan assignment.

Sedang bersenang lenang di rumah, bukan Subang tetapi Jb.

Sedang merangka plan mahu ke Subang on 15th, mungkin.

Gembira, suka. Sedikit rindu.

Tak pernah rasa sayu dan sedeh meninggalkan Kuantan.

Haihhhhhh.

Terima kasih utk hari-hari yang indah ;)

Finally Final

2010-04-17T14:49:00.006+08:00

FINAL!

Huuu sumpah this sem tak dpt nak prepare sgt for my 1st paper.

Applied Statistic.

Mengharapkan bantuan carry marks jelah to get A.

I have high expectation for this sem but tak sangka akan sebusy neh.

Dekat-dekat final neh lar banyak drama. Tolonglah faham kenapa orang suke but drama.

Aku sekarang tak sebodoh dulu. Pak turut korang.

Sorry guys takde tips segala this sem.

Sorry takde mase nak layan prangai sorg2.

Sorry takde mase nak say sorry.

Tuh sume the old me.

Anyway, about the election.

Yeah, berjaya. And dorang bagi post bendahari at first, but then tuka VP pulak.

Mane2 pon kerja jugak, redha.

Tanggungjawab beraaaaat kena bwk smpi penggal depan.

Wish me luck korang!

The best of friends!

Mantan MPP 09/10

The new TEAM 10/11! :)

Sahabat handai di Subang, lepas final kite ketemu! Yeaaaaaay! :D